The moment I know you it’s like having a real connection as if I’ve talked a person before you, everyone existent means something but meeting with bad people is rare and it costs you your life to acknowledge as you’ve lost in your way. How to explain this?
The moment we don’t acknowledge our path, you’ll meet the random stranger who will show you that there’s another way to live, a new world full of adventure and mystery. The first words they say to you are so different from all those people you met on the street, their eyes are so blue they remind of a clear lake or sky and their voice is so soothing you feel at ease just by listening to them. It’s so strange for us, to be able to talk and not feel the need to keep everything private for some reason. It feels like someone has reached inside me and found my deepest secrets, they can see the parts of me no one else knows about. They take away the darkness behind my heart and turn it into something beautiful and bright, and they help me find hope again.
There are moments where I believe I understand what it was like for him, when he thinks his life isn’t enough. He says he doesn’t want to leave his job, he loves every single second of his job, he likes to watch other people work. But deep down he’s afraid to go back home, scared that once he goes back there it won’t matter anymore. When we start talking, I realize that there is more to him than just working with firefighting. There is so much more to him than just being good at his job. He wants me to get to know him, he wants me to see past what his job gives him to the man underneath.
True to be told, once they’ve acknowledged the situations they would walked away and that moment you come to a realisation all you need is you. They’ve given you a space to find your way as they acknowledge theirs. So be it. Only when you are by yourself you’ll found the deepest meaning of what is it actually is from the first signs, let’s welcome them if one wants to get in let’s them be if they choose to leaves 🍃 Like a fallen tree after summer. You’re the tree you cannot control what they think of you , but if they say they want you they will never hurt you.
Once the mind decides that something it wants is impossible it stops dreaming. Once it stops caring it will cease to exist. And once a mind refuses to exist it can’t be healed anymore.
I’m not afraid losing you I’m glad you give me a space to heal and find my worth , to let go and move forward.
